I thought about moving on april, but I wanted to take your advice into consideration. I’ve just realised, i’ve been making all the wrong moves. i haven’t given it my best shot yet. i could give up and let her go, but not before I earn some respect first. you see april, im weak ,desperate, and obsessive. as ive been following your guidance, ive learned i need to step up my game, ive always been a turn off for this girl because i didnt start with changing myself first! april i am pathetic and lonely, imade myself this way becuase i refused to take care of myself, im scrawny and needy, i allow people like ashleys boyfriend, walk right over me. hes in control , hes the jerk. im the nice guy, and nice guys finish last! will not anymore, i refuse to standby and let this a-hole keep my love away from me! over the course of six months im going to become what ashley wants me to be! A strong- confident-Man! I’m gonna make dramatic life changes like become buff. I’ll get to push bullies like Jon around, I get to be the hero, take his place, and do ”the dirty work”‘. i dont know if you think this will boost my chance with her, but either way, i will not allow an arrrogant punk stand in the way of what i demand most! he may have been able to use me as his doormat before, but no longer, this means war, its time to leave the boys life behind, and enter a mans world. six months later, i plan to return to ashleys high school and earn my redemption! who cares if i miss a call, who cares , if she doesnt call at all, who cares if they remain with each other! im gonna value the space, and use it as as a part of my evoloution! men are are like dirty, savage animals, im going to embrace that title, and show it to the whole damn world! i may be miserable and depressed, but that doesnt stop me from being the best i can be! i cant wait for her any longer. its time i give it all i got! But talk is cheap, I need your guidance, step , by step on bringing on my Revoloution!
michael17
