heh56720Lately, I’ve been getting out of the house A LOT and spending tons of time with friends and overall trying to keep myself busy and absolutely positive. I’ve let it show through Facebook and when I out and about that I am happy, busy, and enjoying myself. (: I am no way over him and I still do love him and want him back, but I have taken this time to improve myself and I think that is better no matter what happens.
I did the no contact thing for about a week before I broke and ended up texting him just a simple I hope you have a great night and he immediately responded with a thank you, hopes that I had a great night, and he told me where he was going (just to the city for motorcycle ride with some friends) which I thought was weird, why would he tell me that where he was going if we weren’t together anymore so I kinda took that as a good sign.
The next day he texted me asking me how I was and the conversation turned into possibly hanging out that day. I was actually busy so I told him I wouldn’t be available to hangout until later and he asked me to text him when I was so later when I was free I texted him. It actually took awhile to make plans and figure out what we were going to do, but eventually we settled on going to the park and going for a walk and talking.
We started off talking about what we had been up too lately and while I had a crap ton to talk about and was obviously happy and excited about what had happened lately, he didn’t seem like he had a lot going on. Most of his time was spent working on his bike and staying inside his house most of the time and he seemed bored and unsatisfied with his life lately. While we were walking we accidently kept brushing up next to next to each other and then he poke me every time it would happen. haha
We actually walked for awhile and ended up walking to an old spot of ours that before we had had lunch and just cuddled under a tree at the edge of a little pond there a few months ago when we were dating. We sat down under that same tree and talked for a little bit and then would lap into a comfortable silence. After awhile he laid down and so did I and it was like that for awhile before he pulled me towards him and kept me close. We never kissed or anything just laid in comfortable silence in each others arms and we actually both fell asleep like that. (*:
The next morning we did slip up and made out for a few seconds before I put an end to it nicely and I almost lost my control in starting to beg and plead, but I got myself together real quick. For a couple of hours I laid next to him with his arm over my back as he catnapped and I read (I always keep a book in my bag and I wasn’t tired so I decided to read.) Every ten minutes or so he would wake up and start tickling me and he was being really flirtatious just like the time right before we started dating. This went on comfortably for a couple of hours before we both agreed that we needed to get home since we both had stuff to do. When we were saying our goodbyes I asked him to not give up on us and he said he wasn’t and he was smiling in a good way, I don’t know how to explain the smile but I felt like he meant it.
Overall, I think the night went very, very well and I feel like the mix of the flirtatiousness like right before we were dating and it still feeling like we are a couple was good and it should stay that way if we are going to get back together. The signs that he still likes me and isn’t over me are still there in my opinion and those that I’ve talked to about it. I can see him and I getting back together very, very soon if it continues like this. (:
