libra1963Just an update and in need of some advice. I have for my sins returned to teaching. I was trying so hard to come out of it for a while.
I am feeling rather upset and confused. I have just found out that my ex-boss has withdrawn from the mentoring training which means he will not be mentoring me in January. I am very confused and upset as I was going to use this as an opportunity to try to get to know him better.
My initial feeling is that he is unaware that I have returned to a teaching job so probably feels that he will not mentor me and will end up with someone he does not know. I have previously told a current student that I had a job in industry so maybe word has got back to him. Or maybe he just does not want to link with me again.
How am I ever going to get the answers I so desperately crave. I still think a lot about him. I have not had any further dreams. My last one was that he came to my current work place and was very aggitated and his PA was really upset as he was not his usual self. When she left he kept saying to me that he wants to me with me and cuddled me. I was very confused in the dream and after as I am still in a sort of a relationship!
I was planning on trying to bump into him one day next week. That’s assuming he does not dart pass me like he did at the train station.
Any words of adviced welcomed. I have been trying to work out wants going on in his head and what my dreams are trying to say to me. Last week I dropped off an xmas card for him, hopefully he received it although i can not help wondering if people at my work place have picked up on the chemistry and trying to sabotage it.
I look forward to your comments.
