Don’t die! 😉 Do something better and try and understand that you got involved with someone who took the male role in the relationship. She led you into it and told you when it was over.
Now, she’s playing with you again, and until [b]you[/b] decide to take charge of your life and only date women who are available to you, you’re going to be miserable. Getting out of this situation you’re in will take some work on your part. You’re going to have to readjust your behavior and the way you think about dating.
I suggest you read Date Out of Your League, [url]https://www.askapril.com/relationship-dating-advice/date-out-of-your-league.html[/url], so you understand how to get the woman you want — and not fall prey to those who will use you and toss you aside.
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