[i]Stop focusing on your feelings and start doing the right thing. [/i] The pity party ended when you became a mother. You don’t come first any more. Your children do. You have a responsibility to do the right thing.
Break up with your fiance. You should not be with someone who is mean, spends your money and doesn’t work. This is a terrible step-father for your children, let alone a partner you! 😮
Stop contacting the guy who’s married. Again, this is a terrible example for your children, and you’re hurting yourself, this other guy, his wife and his children.
I’m sorry to be harsh, but you’re being selfish and shirking responsibility because of your [i]feelings[/i].
Use this mess to turn over a new leaf and start parenting and dating successfully! 😀