You are so strong to be working through this situation. I do feel terrible when I think of how hurt his wife would be if she found out. When my fiance finds out he will also be heart broken. I’m hurt my fiance doesn’t care to be an equal part of our relationship. We partied a lot over our 15 years togethe. It wasn’t till the partying ended and that the lack of balance in our reltionship started to take it’s toll. It’s a lot of hurt. I know I’m not the one. My lover has one child from a previous marrige. His current wife wants a baby and I feel like I’m part of the reason he is not wanting to have one now. They have beenmarried two years and he has kissed several other women but not yet gone all the way with any one but me. I wonder why me. He could have an affair with a woman who lives closer. He spent hundreds of dollars to come visit me. I know things can’t go on like this. I’ll be working a little at a time to clean up the mess i have made.
