Well here I am again, I’m sorry about buggin ‘ya. I just wanted your further guidance. I am sorry. Thanks for your help so far. The girl called me 10:30 a.m. It rang a couple of times, then hung up. I called back right away, and asked her if she was trying to call me. She said no, the baby just likes to play with the phone. We talked for about 10-15+ mins, she said she was texing her boyfriend while she was talking to me. she still complains of what I did, thus I continue to be apoligetic. A little bit later, she started texting me, I responded right away, and it was small things, like hi, what’s up. She called me after a text message, and we talked for a few minutes, she said “I can call you when I get home from my boyfriends house, if you want”. I said, “I’d appreciate that, have a nice day”. It’s like last time, she lied, she, still hasn’t returned her call. I always get the feeling, it’s my fault, like I did something to anger her. The conversation seemed fine, so I’m clueless. I really get the horrible feeling she’s messing with me, and wants nothing to do with me. And I’m, also sorry to say, I’m failing in school, I’m many years behind, so I plan to just drop out and pursue an adult education. With no life and no friends, April, I make her my only option. To make matters worse, I’ve been diagnosed by my therapistwith Obsessive compulsive disorder and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. I don’t know if you understand those mental disorders, but living with with that combo is horrrible. I can’t get my head straight and focus on something else, no matter how hard I try, I’m always bent on the girl. I know you’re not her, but can you please give me an idea of her motives and how i should be dealing with her? Please, I really need your help. Like shouild I wait a while before I responsd, ignore completely for awhile, just tell her i’m busy? I asked her about the night she didn’t call, and if she had any plans of calliing me again, she said no. I’m just not like other boys,playing sports, actin’ silly with friends, or just so into myself. plus I dont find it safe to even try to talk to her. her boyfriend has answered her texts before and threatned me. the only info i know about him is that he’s on probation, he’s fat, he’s 15 and his name is jon. i mean do you think if she really wants me, if i were to ignore her for a long time, she would say so. she even admitted to me after giving him my phone number, even though he threatned me, he’s always been nice to her, plus they’re usually at his house. please, understand, april, it’s not so simple for me.
michael17