Sorry April,
Let me be clear. She has a 5 year old and I have a 13 year old. I tried to talk to her again and she tells me I smother her being around. I was told today at this point she dosent care if I am here or not. As stated before I am out of full time work and am around a lot. She said she is not going to do something that she dosent want to do or be. She is tired of talking about it and she said she is trying. I am not sure if this is the pregnancy (1st trimester), depression (which she has a history before) or it is truly me. I feel like a stranger in my own home, a person that has a room mate and share the same bed.
She does have a lot going on too, a terminally ill mother who is dying of cancer, and a family that is fighting about it. I just dont understand how you turn of intimacy, and then just seem to not care the other person is hurting? UGH… I must say my patience is running thin, either way I want to be a great father and want this to work because I truly love her BUT 😥 ….. Thanks for having this useful forum!!!!
