Ok so April I like this guy. I don’t know to what extent but I am pretty sure I really really like him. He doesn’t have stunning good looks but he is a gentleman. It is almost like everything about him is so perfect, the way he dresses (he is not this huge fashion admirer, he wears simple cloths), the way he behaves etc. he doesn’t earn this extremely huge salary but he earns sufficiently enough. He is very kind and soft spoken. Has his standards and principles which he sticks to which I find very attractive. He listens to me, and we talk about general things and he does relate his personal things to me.
I love to see him smile and feel extremely sad to see him in deep thought or if something is bothering him. During days where he doesn’t talk to me I feel like my whole day is miserable, I literally can’t concentrate on anything, feel like something is stuck in my throat, if this extends to like 2-3 days I feel like throwing up. It is such a terrible feeling. I love to see him all cheered up and I try to fix things for him. And the other thing I have noticed is the days he speaks to me I am all in high spirits, my day is like so colorful and I am so enthusiastic about everything. When he is away I miss him and the conversations we have a great deal. When I see him with other women I really don’t know what gets in to me but I get really annoyed, I know I shouldn’t be doing this but I can’t help it, it just happens. I have tried to work on that habit of mine. I don’t know if I am in love? What do you think?
