I accidentally posted something while I wasn’t logged in and I left out a few details.
Okay from the beginning, I met my ex last year in September. We started dating at the end of that month (quick I know) we dated for six months and then broke up in February. We had sex before we broke up . I think that was the reason we originally broke up but I’m not sure. Anyways, we quit talking for a few months after that and then he texted me on the last day of school for us. He asked if I was glad it was the last day. We talked throughout the whole summer, I even texted him when I was on dates with other guys (they were terrible dates, mind you).
School started in August and we hung out on the weekends usually. We go to different schools so we can’t see eachother every day. He asked me to homecoming but he was unable to go because his eye became infected and was swollen shut.
September, he told me we would probably date when he got his license. That came and went and I asked him about us and he said “I kinda want a girlfriend and I kinda don’t, plus I need a job to support a relationship.” Which I agree with.
October, I invited him to my friend’s Halloween party. We hung out by the pond most of the night, just us, just talking. It got dark so we walked to the garage and hung out there for a bit, I sat on his lap and it was like we were dating again. We left soon after so I could take him back to his mom in town. We were talking in the car and I forgot what led to this but he said something about a kiss. So I stopped in the middle of the road and we kissed.
November, I ask him to hang out once a week at least and he usually cancels on me. Sometimes the excuses are genuine like illnesses. But this weeks excuse was he had to get his hair cut. Lame right? Yeah.
The other night I told him I was gonna go out and look for men and he said “Wha wha why?” and I said “Because I’m sick of waiting on you. And because I can.” His response was “Oh haha”
That night he kept texting me after I didn’t text him back, he kept texting me random stuff to keep the conversation going.
My best friend thinks he’s doing that just to keep me because he doesn’t want to let me go.
He’s pretty bipolar, some days he’s flirty and some days he treats me like one of the guys. I’m not sure what he wants but I want a serious relationship.
Truth is, I don’t want to let him go either. I have serious feelings for this guy, I’m sick of getting dragged through the mud by him.
What should I do? Does he like me? What should I say to him? What can I do to keep from losing him?
