Hello again April,
This is my second Post here. Previously I asked you help on how to deal with my ex who kept contact with me until 1 week prior her wedding, giving me false hopes. And you advised me to cut all ties, which I did.
She tried contacting me a couple of times since then after her 8 month marriage till date, But both times i told her I can’t be talking to her and ended the conversation withing 1 minute.
Now She and I used to have a personal Email where we’d leave our emails back when we where together. Since the breakup she stopped reading my emails or responding to them. So I got in to this habit of writing mails to her in that personal email which I knew she wasn’t reading for sure as all those mails are still marked unread. It contains all our email transactions over the past 6 years since we started it. And just recently I found out i can track the log-in activity of my email and it shows that someone from her country (we’re in different countries now) has been regularly logging to that email address and reading emails. And this log-in activity is as frequent as every other day. Literally every other day she logs on and reads my old emails or the new ones i leave thinking she wasn’t reading, and then marks them Unread. No one else sends mails to that address and we’ve sent no one else emails from there. There is no other reason why she’d logo n that many times, more than I log on myself.
What could this mean? Last thing I want is for her marriage to end up bad, and that is the only reason why I avoided her every-time she came to speak to me, cause I am still single since the break up as I still possible have some feelings. I don’t wanna say things that might cause problem in her marriage. But this is so twisting my head now. Does she still have feelings for me?
Yours Sincerely
Rad
