I don’t know what else to do, and I am so tired of this. I don’t know what is going on inside a guy’s mind. I already told the guy that physically we don’t match; I am not into short guys. Intellectually, we don’t match either; I am not into guys who are younger and immature. Even worst the guy already had shown his ill-tempered personality side of him to me – punching, kicking, and hitting. I cannot imagine hanging around with someone who has a tendency to be physically abusive if some little thing pisses him off, such as not responding positvely to his advances or overture.
He already made an impression on me, and this impression already had turned me off. When I am turned off, I want nothing to do with this guy or take the time to know more about him, so that other qualities would diminish his explosive personality. I am not a violent person even though I am a phsycially tall and big, muscular girl than he is. I don’t know what else to tell this guy that I am never going to be interested or into him.
I can’t see why this guy insisting on changing my mind. My impression of him has already been tarnished and distorted. From now on, I have to do what is necessary to be healthy and productive, so I told him don’t read into things or what I do as some sort of sign that I am interested or have changed my mind.
I am not a type of girl that would want to mislead anyone at all. I have been accused by his friends of making a big deal out of this, but enough is enough. I would have to find an outlet to get my story heard if this guy continues to prod at me about it and remind me time and time again.
I have also been accused by his friends of taking medications or not and not seeing a therapist for raising my concerns. That’s unintelligent and immature for his friends to glorify this guy’s actions and to undermine my peace of mind and well-being. My well-being doesn’t mean taking medications or seeing the therapist according to them. The guys that needs to take medications and see a therapist is him and his friends, whom are delusional and forcing the idea that somehow I will change my mind. I am certain the guy will benefit from taking the medications and going for therapy rather than me.
There are guys who just won’t accept a no for an answer or can’t handle rejections, especially after I have said it so many times that I am not into him and about all these rude and unattractive things about him.
